I hope in Jesus that you pray and seek God the Father through Jesus regarding this. Hi David, I was in the same situation, I’m young and single and I don’t watch porn anymore, even though I rarely masturbate but it doesn’t affect me in the same way as when I was watching porn,and I plan to stop that also. I was in the same cycle, Sin,guilt than getting rid of guilt, and back again.I think it’s important not to punish yourself for it, or torment yourself.There are a lot of really good points and insights in these videos.
and im speaking of the Jesus of the bible, not the mormon Jesus.
This masturbation is really wrecking my life and i cant stop it, so hopefully chemical castration will work for me.
21 What benefit did you reap at that time from the things you are now ashamed of? 22 But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves of God, the benefit you reap leads to holiness, and the result is eternal life.
23 For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in[b] Christ Jesus our Lord.
And even though at times we fail, we come short, God can forgive us, and we shouldn’t loose hope. But Grace now leads to righteousness/holiness and results in eternal life. Chemical castration can cause cancer, and I don’t think you deserve that.